Saturday, 14 September 2013

In the mind of Lilly Cahill

Who am I?

I am Lilly Cahill, and I am 17 years old. I am new to Stockport (Manchester). I live with my mother and father, my dad is extremely rich. Unfortunately due to his job it consists of me having to move around schools and colleges all the time, which is extremely hard for me to fit in because I have to deal with many different personalities quite regularly. I suppose I'm used to moving around a lot now. Currently I go to a fee paying grammar school in Stockport, however previously I came from a fee paying school in Cambridge.

I'm getting to know people at my college and I'm trying to be as nice as possible to people. Although, I do have my opinions which I'm sure to keep to myself. I quite like the look of Nicholas, he seems really nice too. As a matter of fact, I think I actually quite like him. I keep getting lost around the school but it seems like Tanya is always on my case and wants to see where I'm going all the time. I think they think I'm quite weird, but not long until I'm moved onto another school.


Where am I?

- England
- Greater Manchester
- Stockport
- Fee paying grammar school in Stockport
- I'm in a room in the large Victorian building of my school
- I am in the small, empty library of my school

The library of my school seems to be a compact room. Wooden tables surrounds me and barely any books and other recourses are in here. I feel like I am in a neglected, unloved room. What's a library without a librarian? I feel like I have been placed in a room that I shouldn't be him, more and more people are starting to wonder in, and it's as if they are use to this cold atmosphere. This confuses me, it is mid October and it feels like we are in mid December in this abandoned room. But its a library, where people would want to learn and be here. It seems like a set for a horror movie. But its my school library.

(I believe the picture of Lilly was best suited here as I described who she was and what she looked like. She looks like a pretty young girl with an edge if you got to know her.)




What time is it?

- 2006
- Mid October
- Mid week (Wednesday)
- Late morning
- Cloudy and rainy outside

What's my relationship to people?

- Tanya (Showing me around the school, seems like a nice person)
- Cissy (Never really introduced her self, however seems quite nice from what I've seen)
- Nicholas (Really like the look of him, haven't really spoken to him however he seems really nice to be around and a great personality. I'd love to get to know him more)
- Bennett (I don't really know him, however he seems quite rude)
- William (William seems really clingy with me, however he may just be being friendly which I also don't mind)
- Chadwick (He knows everything, and seems to be the smartest out of the group and the one who always has a theory for everything)

What are my given circumstances?
(What happens to me at the point?)

I am new to the school and I am trying to get to grips with how the school works and how people like to act around one another. I got slightly lost on my way to school but I followed the road directions and finally found my school, I should of really done the journey before hand. I panic about these things. I was kindly escorted to my first lesson by a boy.. However I didn't quite catch his name. I them took my seat at the back of my English class, I stayed quiet and analysed the room and the people around me. Nobody really took any notice but when they did, they didn't really want to know me. I suppose that's quite rude.

I seem to always be pushed around from pillar to post but depending on my fathers next job I could be moved around again (which I hope not because I quite like it here). I've always kept myself to myself when I first start school. Even sitting in my first couple of lessons people looked at me as if I was odd. But when Tanya and Cissy met me they seemed to be quite welcoming.. I think.

What do you want?

I really want to fit in at this school, people seem nice but some are a bit weird. I'm really interested in Nicholas, he seems so nice. William seems to always be around me, I think he likes me. No, let me rephrase that... I think he can trust me. Which is nice I suppose?

I want my parents to spend more time with me. My dad is always working, so he never really has time for me and because I'm an only child there is no one for me to be around when my dad is at work. I've always been closer to my dad than my mum, because she's always drinking to herself in the other room and when my dad is home, they argue. I want to feel part of something for once.

How do you get it?

I'll show that I'm a really trustworthy friend to William because I feel like he knows he can trust me and tell me anything, it's early days though. But with everybody else, I'm going to be really down to earth and not boast too much on what I know and what they don't.

At home... Well I suppose nothing will change. Unless my mother and father have a child, but at this rate...  I don't think that's going to happen. My mother is far too interested in locking herself in her bedroom whilst dad is out and drowning her sorrows in drink. My father always said he could get a counsellor to keep the family together, but he has never arranged it so I don't think either of them are that fussed on keeping the family together. I wish they would stay together though. I think they will... My mother wants dad's money.

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